Hermione's Loves

by Chelsea

Chapter 17

Discussion

Hermione opened her eyes as the sound of a closing door

awoke her. The room around her was spinning, so she

quickly shut them again. As she sat up to get out of bed,

she registered that she was naked. Hermione gasped and

wrapped the blanket around herself.

What happened last night? she asked herself, racking her

brain for memories. She remembered something about being

sleepy. The Three Broomsticks. A new drink, with purple

drops. Draco. Going back to the castle. Kissing.

Oh, no, she thought. We didn't do it, did we? She thought

back, quizzing herself. Okay, what happened after we got

back from the Three Broomsticks? Laughter, and kissing.

Lots of kissing. And then what? And then we came in

here. And we got in the bed. And we--oh no. We did it.

The thought of it made her sick. Her hangover made her

want to puke. She ran into the bathroom, holding the

blanket tight around her body, and made it to the toilet

just in time. After a few minutes of being sick, she

flushed the toilet and brshed her teeth, then took a shower

and got dressed. A few minutes of hesitation was all it

took for her to decide to talk to Draco, and she headed to

his room, thinking over their conversation. Hermione

opened the door. The room was empty, bed made, nothing in

here.

Well, of course not, he didn't sleep in here last night,

did he? a nasty little voice in her head asked her

sarcastically. She blushed, and went to search the

grounds. Instict told Hermione to look by the lake. She

saw Draco under their tree just as she assumed he'd be

there. She took a deep breath.

"Draco?" she asked, quietly. He turned around, a look of

slight annoyance in his face. It softened to care when he

saw who was talking to him.

"Hermione? Are you okay? I didn't..." Draco rushed out.

"I'm fine, Draco. I think we need to talk."

"I didn't, like, force you to d-do anything last night, d-

did I?" he asked, obviously fearing the wrong answer.

"I don't think so, but I don't remember barely anything. I

was really drunk last night, and I think you were, too."

"So you think it was a mistake?" The question hung in the

cold air, ringing in the silence as Hermione thought deeple

about his question.

"No. It's not that I think it was a mistake as much as I

just want to know what happened. I'm clueless. All I

remember is that I was sleepy in the Three Broomsticks, and

I got a new drink with purple spots, and we came back to

the castle, and we kissed, and we did it." Draco was

silent for a moment, and Hermione knew he was trying to

remember what had happened from the look of utmost

concentration on his face.

"I-I really don't know what happened. At all. You

remember a lot more than I do. The last thing I remember

is when I sat down with that drink. Do you think you drank

all of yours?"

"No. I know you were more drunk than I was, so you

probably drank all of yours and I only drank, like, half of

mine. So, what do we do?" She spoke the question both of

them were thinking. Again, no one answered for a minute or

two.

"I don't know. There's nothing really we can do, is

there? I mean, what needs to be done? You're not, like,

infected or anything, are you?" Draco asked, with some

worry tinging his question.

"No, no, I'm not. I just went to the gyno last summer.

You're not, are you?"

"Nope."

"Good. Well then, only one thing I'm worried about now.

Did we use protection?" Draco had been waiting for this

question, thinking up ways he could tell her, but only one

way came to mind, now that he was facing the real thing.

"No."

"No?" Hermione's fun-loving, carefree, happy-go-lucky

atmospere disappeared. It was replaced by a fragile, small

one. Draco suddenly wished for the first desperately, and

shook his head. Tears started streaming down her cheeks.

"Are you sure?" she asked, hoping he was joking. She'd

kill him if he was, but still.

"Yeah. I looked everywhere this morning when I got up, but

no luck. Do you...do you want to go to Madame Promfrey,

have her check you over? Make sure that you're not..."

"I'm not. I can't be. I'm sixteen years old, for Christ's

sake! I am not having a baby now."

"Are you sure?"

"Positive." Hermione wiped her face and stood up, taking

Draco with her, "Let's go get some breakfast, okay? And

don't say anything about this to anyone else in the Great

Hall. It would kill Harry, and he's my best friend, so I

don't want him hurt. Agreed?"

"Agreed. Let's go." Draco said. There was still a huge

part of him that doubted Hermione's positivity, but he

ignored it. He wanted her to be happy, and with a baby,

Hermione would not be happy.